Freefall
I tried weed for the first time with 4 of my best friends when i was 14. It was in this abandoned building and we smoked loads and got absolutely smashed. I loved the buzz i got from it the feeling that nothing mattered.
We used to get it every weekend and just smoke up but quickly my friends pulled out. I am addicted to the effect it gives me, weed is addictive and it has pulled me in. I smoke weed on a daily basis and with people that are 17-18, and i have done pills and snorted coke. My parents seem to be trying to pretend that i'm not in freefall but my grades say it all. I wouldn't start weed---it messes about with your head and it makes you depressed. I have thought about killing myself a few times.
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Never EVER EVER think about killing yourself. Get help. There are more than willing people out there who will help you. :D Lots of other people with stories here got back on their feet - it's possible.
DON'T kill YOURSELF. you got more to live for in life :)
please head to the 'Find" section of this website. It has supports listed for people in need of someone to talk to.
call quitline and do what you can to stop it. your education is one of the most important things in your life. to give it up for drugs it is not worth it.
Weed doesnt mess with you like that. Its obvious you are not a strong willed person and it is comments like that mess things up for the plant in the medical field. Use self control and your head.